I thought I was over it.
I think what I wanted is an explanation, or a good-bye perhaps, not the usual bye (cause I hate it), but an omen that you're leaving. Or blurry words of parting.
I think, I had the sign but disregarded and denied it. So, if you're really determined (though I am not yet), I'd let it go.
I felt that you fooled me, but I think I'm just over-assuming.
It will take me days, or even months, but come 2011 and you're out of my mind. There will be times I will remember you, I know, but those times won't bring me tears or even sadness.
I just do not know if I'd smile at our vague memories.