Half of the year was already spent. There have been a lot of magical moments that seem to envelope me and protect me from all the dangers of the material dimension. Even though I'm not rich or beautiful, I am slowly realizing, giving up this material identity, and stepping into a higher platform. It's not easy, and it's not instant, but someday, I'm sure I'd be able to understand all these things.
If you slowly come to realize who you are, giving up on things, even pride is easier.